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I was the one who skipped classes and resisted learning CE. I chalk it up Hung for old housewives cant, another money language — a secret thesaurus of the criminal class. Rap and mob movies are the most entertaining outlet for Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms North American cant, but CE is by far the most visible, form of cant used in English.
Most slang is teasing and ironic and a nuanced antisocial statement, a reaction to the preconceptions of others; not so for Corporate English. Blue sky.
Go live. Irregardless has been in use in CE longer than the i-fad, the long tailthe tipping pointand metrics combined. Irregardlessthe prefix hangs a double-negative flaw on the word that is so unnecessary, and suffuses it with pungent ironies that staff cannot mention in front of boss.
Power is never corrected. Power corrects bad behaviour. But I could not tell my boss the correct way of saying irregardless. It is a pointless word. But the staff must remain loyal to the boss and quiet even irregardless of the nettle word. Maybe practitioners of CE perpetuate this disgrace unconsciously, but that is rarely the case with language, which is communally enforced.
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But speaking without CE is an obstinate and snobby way to work.
I learned the choice was to make life difficult for myself, or assimilate. In the time I worked there I watched plenty of others in my department with an ironic handle on CE get laid off without notice and given an hour to clear out.
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If all languages are fundamentally alike in our brains, as Noam Chomsky has asserted, then what is my hairy problem with Corporate English besides a fussy academic stubbornness? My reading related my resistance to this lame English to the seven thousand living languages on the planet that are at risk of going extinct this century. MBA petri dishes breeding fire ants capable of wiping out the planet.
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Our enemies turned French into a court language, and thus they brought it low. It is for us to make it the language of peoples…It is the destiny of French alone, to become the universal language.
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Nervous is a self-centred, biological, and inert word. Nerves, we should prefer them to puijilittatuq? I can easily see my Single slut in Samand Kili nerves and I become preoccupied with the frayed physical condition of my electrified feelings, and in trying to see my nerves maybe I fail to notice whatever these seals and fragile ice around me are, what they represent to me that raised such an alarm.
When seals in the office surface, what am I capable of? The word puijilittatuq implies some call-to-action. And when I spoke Corporate English I saw the world as managers do, as a very tiny, manageable place.
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As the years passed she trimmed her name to simply Diane. Having wed as teens and still in their teens when Diane came along, the parents awed at their having a human life to maintain; and while they loved their baby, they fell short in their ability to emanate a warm fondness a child inherently expects. As a school student, Diane was bright but not one of Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms in-crowd. Disciplining, old-time-Baptist parents forbade trendy clothing and fads, resulting in their daughter being considered a washout.
Wherever she went, she was the "square," the ugly duckling. According to Rule's Small SacrificesDiane's father allegedly molested her when she was 11 years old. Diane told authorities that the occurrences never led to fornication, but she was fondled and caressed. On weekends, Diane claimed that he took her on rides to the desert; once away from civilization, he would make her remove her blouse and bra as he watched. Diane said that these perversions ended as quietly as they had begun, and Wes Frederickson became more of a typical father Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms as if cessation would eradicate all memories.
He allowed her to enroll in a charm school when she was fourteen. And that was the beginning of a new Diane, one who — with her hair cut stylishly and her garb up to date — the local boys began to notice. And Diane, hungry for love by this time, responded by being the babe with the flashy eyes, swaying hips and silly, come-hither giggle.
Steven Downs, Lexingtonfayette girls looking for sex of the boys at Moon Valley High, fell instantly in love with the pretty and now suddenly shapely blonde, Diane. The pair became an item and roved together, everywhere they went, arm linked in arm. They corresponded regularly, but if Diane had promised to "save it" for Steve, she had weakened, for she was expelled from the religious school after a year for promiscuity.
Steve returned home and the couple wed on November 13, From the starting gun, the marriage was, at best, shaky.
Steve worked half the time and Diane found her high school sweetheart less a noble escape and more of a repetition of her domineering papa. She had wanted love and realized too late that Steve was not that love. She found solace when she became pregnant; carrying a baby made her feel for the first time that she was actually in charge of a love that was all-dependent on her.
It was a feeling of power Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms never before realized, and she relished in the delight that she was the helmswoman of her own path to total love.
But, after Christie was born in October,it was back to serving Steve his meals — nevermind that she had a baby to care for and worked part-time at a local thrift store, too. To keep from falling apart emotionally, she needed to feel that emotion once again of the seed of love stirring inside her.
She again became pregnant. Cheryl Lynn followed her older Bbw seaking Springfield cock Springfield into this world on January, Unhappily Married. Throughout andDiane took the kids and ran away from Steve several times, but she always came back. Steve would hunt her down to one of her many relative's homes.
But, once reunited, it was monkey-chasing-weasel time all over again. He was unhappy, she was unhappy, but the marriage waned on. Life was passing quickly by her; none Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms the things she promised herself had come true. She decided again to conceive — but not Steve's baby.
By that time,the family had moved to Mesa where both Diane and Steve worked for the same mobile home manufacturer. On the assembly line Diane found her "stud," Beautiful wives looking nsa Dalton she passionately seduced. Her tummy swelled again and she floated in wonderland, drugged on love. Danny was born four days after Christmas, Even though the child was not his, Steve accepted the boy as his own.
Still, the marriage had reached its ebb and, within a year, the Downses decided to divorce. Diane moved in with the father of Danny, and it was during this time she began to change. Now out of the wifely manacles imposed by society and the Baptists, she seemed to ignore her duties as mother, also. The opiate of her children's love had worn off. She preferred to work, to stay away from home, to throw the youngsters on any babysitter she could find. One sitter relates Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms incident that, even though she didn't know it at the time, foreshadowed tragedy.
If Danny wanted attention, she would push him away I made her sit in a chair and think about it. Cheryl sat quietly for awhile, and then she looked up. My mom says I'm bad. Diane finally found a full-time Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms with the U. Post Office in and was stationed in Chandler. It was there she met a married man and fell in love.
But, for once, it was the other party, not Diane, to make the decision when and where the Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms affair would end. As she had done mentally to her own kids, her lover physically walked out of her life. Caught unawares, she ran home to Oregon, but not quite understanding, nor acceptant Ladies seeking sex Decatur Iowa the Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms, that this time she didn't have it her way.
Whether or not to arrest Diane Downs was the issue unsettled. He wanted to see her taken in, but not at the expense of the county office, which would take extreme heat were the case thrown out in pre-trial.
Nevertheless, Hugi and his men were convinced she was guilty, but they feared that without the presence of a murder weapon or a viable witness who literally saw her do the shooting, much of what they had gathered to date would be, in all fairness, considered circumstantial evidence and unacceptable in an American courtroom.
Not enough to convict. The team examined what they had collected so far, among the evidence a small number of. The most expressive piece of evidence came from the pen of forensic expert Jim Pex who wrote that it was his estimation that some of the unfired 22 caliber shells found in Diane's home had once been worked through the Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms of the same gun that shot the children.
Impressive this, but until the very gun was retrieved, Hugi knew, the court could refute it. Investigators had also been able to shed doubt on Diane's story that she immediately raced for the hospital after the attack on her kids.
By testimony of hospital personnel, she arrived outside ER that fateful night at roughly The detectives knew that the shooting, then, must have occurred at approximately But, in the meantime, a witness had come forward, explaining that he had seen what he was sure was Diane's red Nissan, near Another telling tale, but, so far But, the legal wheels behind Hugi believed also that Diane was guilty, and the DA maneuvered the wheels to spin to show his support of the long hours his assistant was dedicating to catch a Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms killer.
In Lane County, a grand jury assembled behind closed doors. The panelists wanted to hear directly from those main players — that list of testifiers that Hugi had given the DA — among them her former lover, Mr. Other positive things were happening. County Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms Gregory Foote placed the two surviving Downs youngsters in the protective custody of the state's child services bureau. This meant that, for the meantime, Diane was not allowed to see her kids.
That she felt she was being treated like a criminal was, in reality, a nose-thumb by Hugi after she violently threatened to remove the children from the hospital and take them away if detectives wouldn't stop hounding her. Danny, still confined to his bed, was given full Casselton swingers club Haverfordwest phone sex by the police department until he would Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms medically released, at which time he would follow his sibling into a suitable foster family.
The home where Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms was transported was kept a secret, her whereabouts known by only a few authorities. In the middle of the grand jury's summons process and the ongoing search for more evidence, in particularly the vanished gun, the sheriff's office announced layoffs.
State funds dropped and Paul Alton was laid off. Doug Welch and another of Hugi's top men, Kurt West, were given a month's notice. All of Hugi's investigators, in fact, were let go or redeployed. Throughout the coming winter and into the spring ofDiane was fast becoming the Sweet want sex Weatherford favorite star.
Newshounds had picked up on her plight. Some medium distrusted her, but to most she was a bouncy maiden maybe not in distress but picked on by mean old Uncle Sam who couldn't find the bushy-haired beast of mythology. Because she looked a little like Princess Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms, she became the darling fashion plate of the American Pacific Coast. Less trivial papers called her "Princess Die. But, Hugi saw her Looking for Hungary age dude inexperienced ok anything but a princess, a good or a bad one.
She was more like the wicked witch, creating Housewives wants hot sex Chadron at every point Girls looking for sex Tacoma life. Her kids had been swept from her custody, she was indignant, and sought revenge. She balked to the press that she was misunderstood, was a victim of prejudice and harassment. Ignoring her bravado, Hugi let her talk, refusing to back down.
For that matter, he endeavored to bite her every footstep. And that is why he chose to let investigators Welch and West turn up the heat before they surrendered to the layoff. They dogged her.
Finally, Diane Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms called for what she hoped would turn into a peace treaty, a meeting with the two detectives to explain her side of the story and pass rioms further information Hot wife wants casual sex Lamar had not divulged since the night of the attack on Old Chandlr Road. At first, the detectives bought it, hoping this new revelation might produce something startlingly new.
But, sensing they were being conned, the session led to what would become known, according to Ann Rule, as "the hardball interview.
At the parley, Diane explained that she believed the killer was someone she might have known; he had called her by name. If Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms, this information woemn have made a great impact on the entire case. But, to the two men gathered in their office with her, it was a clear charade, an attempt to delay the proceedings she felt moving against her and possibly even throw the investigators off her trail altogether.
Insulted, her listeners turned the table and fell upon Diane verbally with such an interrogation that she was left the deceived instead of the deceiver. Roomx was she telling them this now? She didn't know.
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What purpose would he have to kill her kids? Did she really rush to the hospital immediately Lnely the kids were roo,s or did she pause a while?
Why didn't she try to stop the gunman when he began blasting away at the kids in the Nissan? She didn't know the answer to that either. And when they asked her point blank if she tried to kill her kids because they ruined her chances with her lover She called Chandlet names and threatened them and told them they were all "f—ed up".
And Londly out. Whether or not it was a ropms for sympathy — just in case she needed some in the event of a jury trial — or whether she merely needed to feel that "love" once again within her — she went out and got pregnant, once again from one of her favorite studs. She made sure to explain the symbolic meaning of her action to a TV reporter: You Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms replace children — but you can replace the effect that they give you.
And they give me love, they give me satisfaction, Wife want hot sex MI Saginaw 48603 give me stability, they give me a reason to live and a reason to be happy And a reason to perhaps escape death rowHugi sneered, watching her performance on the tube. Paula Krogdahl, the counselor put in charge of mentally raising Christie from her nightmares was Arizoan excellent progress in the meantime. The child began to talk, to remember, to face reality.
While Krogdahl tiptoed through her treatment, Arrizona the murder scenario for a long time, she got Christie to speak about her family life, and her mother. Christie admitted that Diane had hit her Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms her brother and sister "lots". And when the day had Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms, the therapist asked her to recall what happened the night of what Christie called "that terrible thing": A pause, then, softly: Krogdahl didn't push and let it go, for now.
Hugi decided to bite the bullet. Experts told him that he had enough evidence, and they believed he had a strong case. But, he would need to have to recreate that roos thing" in court, piece all the puzzle fragments together in such a way so that the panel of jurors saw what he saw — and totally believe. The grand jury was wrapping up after nine months of interviews; they had spoken to, quizzed, and deliberated Lonely women in Chandler Arizona chat rooms the words of many — including Diane Downs — and balanced at the end of those nine months the tomes of testimony they possessed.
They handed down an indictment: